Changing the plan

My Plan for this year was to not go back home to Germany at all, to not go home for the whole EVS. It was a challenge I set myself, because I really wanted to feel the experience of being abroad for a long time. 
Well, that plan has changed – for the worst possible reason. Something has happened in my family that just requires me to be with them, mentally and physically.
I really do feel at home here in Norway. When I’m leaving from work I am going ‘home‘. But now I am returning to my home in Germany.
I dont feel bad about changing my plan, dont feel like Im failing the challenge – not under the circumstances. Right now I am just counting the hours to fly back home, but it feels like time has been slowed down and is moving in slow motion. I can’t wait to see my family again, especially now. Being with my friends and family for some time will hopefully feel soothing and give me new strength, which is something I really need right now.
However I am also scared that I will not feel as at home returning to Norway, as when I left it. I hope it won't be too hard to be back here, but I will probably miss everyone a lot. I also hope I dont get homesick again, because of my trip. This I can’t know at the moment, but it is a new challenge created by the situation - and I am willing to take it on.