NUDA

My project ended on 28th February, which was three weeks ago. I'm back at home and nothing has changed... nothing. My family is the same, my friends are the same and then there is this big boredom. My friends have a proper life. They study, they go to school or they go to work. And I? I have nothing to do. 

I'm sad. I'm sad because I had to leave. I'm sad because I didn't only leave my friends behind but also freedom and the best life I ever had. A person who didn't go on Erasmus, cannot understand this pain and this sadness, it's awful! Even if I go back to Poland, it won't be the same because people left Rzeszow, many went back to their own countries and are feeling like I do right now.  

What's next? In October I want to start studying in Augsburg, so I have to move. It will be something new, something challanging and a new chapter of Elisa's favourite movie called "Denise's Life". 
In the mid time, I want to travel: back to Poland, to Ukraine, to Belgium, to Amsterdam and to Turkey...I hope my bank account can stand it! I started freelancing for my financial support but I don't have a project yet. 

All in all, I'm very very sad and bored...